Hi folks. Ah, another day, another reason to breathe. I know that I’ve been rather negative about everything these last couple of days, but I’ve had good reason. I’ve spent some time thinking about my situation and I’ve reached the conclusion that I am much too emotional about things. I need to become less emotional and more robotic and calculated, a little bit like former United States Secretary of State and runner up in the 2016 U.S. Presidential Election, Hillary Rodham Clinton because she seems to be very good at just doing what she needs to do. I also need to become more like this. I’ve tended to create a lot of issues in my life that I really shouldn't have to deal with. But I’m confident that I can and will move on from this predicament that I find myself in. Life always finds a way. Oh and btw, I’ve started to take my Concerta/ADHD medication again and I feel much better about things, and last week I was just on fire, just on fire. However, I do feel that I kinda don’t feel as much today and I didn’t feel that much the other day. We’ll just have to see going forward. I love saying we’ll just have to see, because President Donald Trump of the United States often says, we’ll see and tremendous. I like his vocabulary, it’s a bit unusual but that’s a good thing because it sets him apart and I suppose that’s the whole point, isn’t it? I like that last question that I made, because a lot of British people always end a statement with a question and I just get confused: is it a statement or a question? Well, it’s a rhetorical question and I’m not even sure if that should count as a real question and if I should use the (?) punctuation mark? I just did it again. Well, no I believe this time I was for real. Shit! It’s already 2026 and I’m just not moving on from like 2014. I don’t know what I’ve been up to this last decade and more but I’m not moving on, that’s for sure. I guess I don’t want to move on. I’ve got a lot of good memories in the past and just a lot of good things that I don’t want to let go, just not yet. Anyways, I was reading about School Uniforms and I am profoundly against school uniforms and here in Sweden, the so-called “liberal” party has proposed this stupid idea. I don’t know what’s so liberal about wanting to force kids to wear the same clothes. I am however very very against this proposal. I sometimes watch movies or TV-shows/programs from the United Kingdom and I’ve always been a little bit nauseated by the school uniforms. No, there should be no school uniforms. Another thing I don’t like about school uniforms is shorts: I’ve always found shorts to be very ugly. I don’t want to see your ugly hairy legs, put on normal pants or get out! Well, that’s what I would say to anyone attending my school if I was a principal, not that I would want to be a principal, but shorts are ugly. I also don’t like clothes that are revealing. Just put on clothes for crying out loud. Why are people so obsessed with sex? I don’t know and I don’t think I’ll ever quite know why. But it’s very distasteful and disgusting to see girls under the age of 18 walking around with very revealing clothes, and I guess those girls don’t have very good parents, because a parent that actually cares about their kids wouldn't allow them to walk around like that. But it is what it is. I am not going to endorse any laws that ban people from wearing whatever they want to wear. Indeed, if you want to walk around naked, then that’s your business, and I sure won’t stop you. I do believe that it is currently illegal for people to be naked in a public area, and I don’t know why. I think that it’s perfectly fine in a free society to be naked. Sure, it’s disgusting but I don’t believe that it’s right to make it illegal. That’s just far too authoritarian and evil. I suppose I’m also opposed to school uniforms because I am an individualist and I believe humans should be free to look how they want to look. I’ve always hated uniforms, and I’ve written quite extensively about that. I don’t like collectivism and uniforms are a very important aspect when it comes to collectivizing the minds of people. I don’t want to become a political object. It’s sad, and I’ve written many times about this as well, that humans have to live in societies and that y’know it’s hard to be actually and truly free as a human being. I guess I can’t become an eagle or a tiger but if I could I would. I really like the idea of just doing what I need to do. Tigers do what they want to do, they don’t care about what others think of them. But if you’re a human being, you might have to take “society” into account and then at the end, you’ll just end up not getting in and you’re back at square one. Well, I’m always back at square one it seems. LOOOOL! Well, that’s my life, but it’s better to be back at square one than to go back several steps. I guess I’ve kinda been going back several steps when I’ve been thinking that I’ve been moving forward and that’s on me. I don’t blame anyone else for that. One thing I’ve noticed about being cool, like I’ve been since forever is that I kinda enjoy my own company. I guess this is yet another reason for me to like the eagle and the tiger and all apex predators, they’re fucking cool. Humans on the other hand are not cool. Humans suck! After this latest episode in Gaza I’ve got the name Hamas and the word Humus stuck in my head, and that’s because of the internet. Oh, I guess one reason why I like to take the blame for why my lifes sucks is because it provides me with a lot of autonomy. Yes, my life kinda sucks and that’s because I’ve made poor choices. Look, if I’m gonna go around and blame everyone and everything else, what am I saying about myself? That I’m completely incapable? I don’t think so. I’m definitely capable, I just don’t seem to care enough about myself to act on this, and that is my own fault. Sure, sometimes other people do cause problems, but in most cases I only really have myself to blame for my own messed up life. I think I need to take a long and hard walk. JK LOL! I don’t know why the walk has to be hard. I just find it funny when people say that they’re going to “take a step back”. LOL! Well, I’m out anyway... Signing out.
Reginald Drax – October 22, 2025.
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