Hi folks. I am extraordinarily late today – again! LOL! So I really need to get cracking with this thing today, it’s like 2 p.m. here, which means that I am about 2.5-3 hours late. HAHAHAHAHA! I am so fucking stressed out right now that I can’t think nor can I write straight. I have a mental illness that makes me neurotic if I don’t do everything I am supposed to do at the same time everyday. Of course, it’s a weekend right now, it’s Sunday, so I shouldn’t stress out as hard, but I can’t help it. Anyways, I watched Casablanca from 1942 again the other day and I must just say/admit that it is a true masterpiece. I love the setting in Morocco, they obviously weren’t actually in Morocco, and the arabic/Islamic theme. I think I would’ve also been a refugee in Casablanca in WW2, because I’d much prefer that to the Northern Nazi occupied France and the Vichy government in the rest of France. At least I can relax somewhat in a colony, as opposed to being in France. I guess the point of Casablanca was to, in a roundabout way, get across the Atlantic, and most people were supposed to go to Portugal. Ingrid Bergman was a fantastic actress and yes, she was Swedish, but she played a Norwegian in the movie. I often prefer older movies to new movies, because the acting is usually superb compared to the acting of modern day. Older movies are also not politically correct, well they are politically correct but not in the modern day sense. There were many subtle and obvious propaganda points made against “isolationism” in Casablanca, and that was fine and I suppose important at that time. The movie came out in early 1942, so the movie was probably recorded and almost certainly directed prior to America's entry into WW2, which means that the movie might have played well to an American audience in early 1942. So, it wasn’t like Casablanca wasn’t politically correct, but it’s refreshing to see and hear something different from the usual blabber of the modern day about diversity etc. See, it kinda becomes totalitarian and a little bit scary when every fucking movie has the same political correctness, because it shows that few people are actually indipendent thinkers, either because they’re cowards, which is the more likely cause for most people, or because they have heard the same talking points so many times that they actually believe it. Now don’t get me wrong, I don’t mind diversity, but it should happen naturally, and when something is contrived and imposed it becomes a little bit boring and I kinda want to just automatically resist it, for I don’t really like and appreciate being told what to do. I prefer going my own way and I am not a racist or a \"ist/ism\" of any kind, at least I try not to be, but for me what skin colour or what genitalia someone has is far from the most important factor. I understand that racism is a problem, and I’ve written about that issue many, many times, but it’s not always the case that just because everyone isn’t of some kind of minority status that there’s racism at play. I need to stop becoming so fucking Americanized, because I sound and write just like some liberal loser from the United States and I’ve got no interest in doing that. I’m back, I needed to drink a Calvados shot just to try to calm myself down. I become neurotoc when I get stressed out and my medication, Ritalin, which is a ADHD medication doesn’t help me when I stress and these fucking blog posts everyday that I’ve forced myself to write takes up all time and at some point I’m gonna need to stop write this blog and move on only to Ethereal Insights, because writing this post isn’t necccereaserry at all and no-ones reading this blog anyways, but it’s almost quite impossible for me to brak an old habbit and I’ve been at this for close to two years now and I am so fucking tired of it, not because I don’t like to write but because I can’t stand the stress. It’s physically not possible for me to calm down right now, yet I need to get this post out or I will emotionally crash. Btw, I will begin to study this fall, so that means that around late this month or early September that I will have to take a significant and likely permanent break from this blog and only do Ethereal Insights, ‘cause I won’t have time to spend writing this blog. I don’t know why my University account is still up, but it is and that’s not a bad thing, but I won’t study at my university this fall so that has nothing to do with it, I will never become a lawyer that’s for sure. I am apperantly not “social” enough for my law proffesssors, so they can also go fuck themselves, but I bet I don’t get to express that view/opinion in this the socialist/nazi country of Sweden where the government monitors everything that I say and do. Whiskey or really Calvados river take my mind. I’m getting better and more drunk at the moment. I fucking hate weekends, because my routine dictates that I should wake up 2 whole hours later on the weekends which means that I lose two hours which sucks. When you don’t hold a job/education, weekends truly don’t mean shit! HAHAHAHAHAHA! I even had a nightmare, this is true, the other day about the children of Gaza and the Holocaust and for some reason the Subway/Underground and it was horrific and I just hate Subways and Underground trains; I feel that I will get looked in without any possibility to escape and drown in some kind of rain of stones and rocks raining over me. It’s terrible using the Subway; I don’t recommend it. I am also fucking tired of commasplice: either you use the fucking comma or you use the semicolon, but you don’t get to swtich between them, at least I don’t like it. I suppose you do get to switch between them, but it’s so confusing. Y’know I am so cheap that I refuse to pay to use a correction software/grammar software so I have to relly on fucking google! HAHAHAHA! See, Google is gay and refuses to correct anything if there’s a word in a sentence that contains “infalmatory and/or offensive speech/words”. HAHAHAHAHA! Google is a pussywhiped gay corporation that loves to lick buttholes of politicians and rich people, but that’s nothing new, but at least I felt that I had to express that here today, because in soon enough time I won't be allowed to express my views. Am I at 6000 characters yet???? Yes, fuck you and your ugly girlfriend! HAHAHAHAHAAHA! This post is so full of errors because of the gay Google correction software! LOOOL! Signing off.
Reginald Drax – August 4, 2025.
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