Hi folks. Today I am tired and I don’t know what to write. Well, I do know what to write, because I flipped out on socialists again, but I see red, lol, when I have to deal with socialists and collectivists. I am not evil, and I am not un-empathic for not wanting to be forced to do stuff. I am also not “childish”; I am simply against oppression and force. If you want to do stuff, that’s fine to me, but it becomes a problem when you want to force other people to do stuff. I don’t want to not help people, but I don’t want or need you to put a gun to my head; I’d like to help people on my own accord that is congruent with freedom. Also, I’m tired of the suffering olympics. Poor people, minorities, etc, don’t need your help. It’s actually very condescending to assume that people need or want your help or would even begin to agree with your violent and authoritarian measures to “help” them. Like, I don’t need your ass, as they seem to say in America, to come and save me. I am perfectly capable of taking care of myself. How is it anti-racist to assume that some people are just so un-intelligent that they are unable to help themselves? To me, that is very racist. Sure, it might be out of some kind of good intention, but that doesn’t change the fact that it’s racist. Good intentions don’t change reality. Evil is evil, regardless of the intent. Also, human beings aren’t good, whatever good means, they’re highly complicated and filled with emotions and contradictions. What you might think to be true of yourself might not be true at all, but you’ve just not been honest enough with yourself to realize that you’ve just been lying to yourself. I mean, if you can’t even trust yourself, then who can you trust? Well, I will begin with asserting that I’ve got literally no reason to trust a man with a gun, i.e. the government. I don’t need violence to solve my problems, because I believe in something better than violence. I also don’t like the pornoghraphic aspect of authoritarianism, because I feel that I’d have to be gay to like it. I now need to clearify that I don’t think most gays like authoritarianism. But this idea of just bending over for daddy isn’t for me. Rules and rules, I don’t care. I want to be left alone, and that means that I’d prefer for you to keep your stupid rules for yourself. My respect for criminals is based primarily on the fact that they really don’t give a shit, and I do respect that. I don't necessarily respect the crime, but the fact that they don’t care for what all ignorant members of the populist driven horde thinks is something I really respect. I don’t understand why so many Americnas are so obsessed with asses, but I can’t get that out of my head now. Anyways, I don’t always mean the mean, LOL, words against socialists, and I’m sure many people identifying with this school of thought don’t harbour only jealousy. But I don’t want your empathy, and I’d prefer that you’d remove your glasses and attitude. Okay, no I don’t hate people with glasses, but these days glasses have become a super annoying fashion statement that really makes me upset, because people that actually need glasses, most of them, would probably prefer not needing glasses. Anyways, I think I’d use contact lenses or get eye surgery. I did go to an optometrist once, and he did recommend that I’d buy glasses, but I decided not to, because they didn’t make much of a difference and I absolutely refuse to go around in glasses, and really I don’t want contact lenses. What I meant was that I would like to use contact lenses only if I couldn't see without help. Anyways, I do like sunglasses, because they make me less human. Sunglasses remove the most human thing about me, namely my eyes and I just like that for some reason. Of course, it can sometimes be difficult to look cool in Sunglasses, and that’s because Sunglasses can tend to get oversized. Undersized sunglasses, unless they’re extremely undersized, are almost always preferable to oversized sunglasses. You definitely don’t look cool in oversized sunglasses. Anyways, I don’t think so, and that’s that. I’ll take a pause for now, but when you read this you won’t notice, which means that I really don’t have to point out where I pause my writing. Anyways, I’m back from like a million hours ago and I’m just on fire. CNN, the Cable News Network, really set me off with their stupid commercials. I mean, what normal person is out to buy a weapons system? I’m by no means opposed to anyone just buying a weapons system, but I feel like I’m not in CNNs target audience so to speak, no pun intended LOL. It’s as if CNN is primarialy wached by very influential people in Washington D. C. and other capital cities around the world. Anyways, it’s just kinda bizzare sometimes to get commercials that are meant to really just serve a form of corruption if you think about it: companies that earn money from making war basically bribe CNN by buying up commercial slots. And CNN’s supposedly the left-wing news channel in America, which I also find rather bizarre, because CNN doesn’t strike me as left-wing at all. What was I writing about initially? Yes, socialism. I did flipp out the other day again, but I don’t think I was really that wrong, and I don’t think I’m any less empathetic than anyone claiming to be a socialist. I just don’t like people telling me that I’m weak. Look, I don’t have a problem with being weak, but the condescension is what gets under my skin the most. Anyways, I need to try to not think too much about people that make me upset. Again, it’s not the people that make me upset, even though I do get annoyed with glasses sometimes, it’s their ideas. Is it too much to ask for, to just be left out of your bad ideas? In this regard I am conservative: whatever your idea is, it’s stupid and wrong and I want no part in it; now leave me alone. Anyways, I am tired of the humans are animals argument. I don’t care what humans are, nothing justifies oppression. Animals are yet another human construction that I don’t subscribe to. Am I not allowed to hold my own ideas even? Anyways, I’m too tired to go on about that, but I do take offense to the expectation that humans are supposed to act like animals. I am not an animal, and if you choose to be that’s your problem, not mine. Signing off.
Reginald Drax – February 2, 2025.
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